last night.
last night i had a long talk to someone that was very dear to me at one point in my life.
i am referring to my ex-husband adam.
to say that i was nervous about saying something that could offend him is an understatement.
considering how badly id hurt him before, i felt like i should shield him from my current life.
he doesnt hate me.
i am apparently forgiven.
maybe even thanked in a perverse kind of way.
he recognizes how stagnant we had become and believes that the end of our relationship was inevitable.
life has been good to him since i left.
he started exercising and lost a lot of weight.
got progressively better jobs.
dated.
he asked me about my travels and my life.
we talked about my intention to go to school in the fall.
we even talked about music.
it was like catching up with somebody from highschool.
i am referring to my ex-husband adam.
to say that i was nervous about saying something that could offend him is an understatement.
considering how badly id hurt him before, i felt like i should shield him from my current life.
he doesnt hate me.
i am apparently forgiven.
maybe even thanked in a perverse kind of way.
he recognizes how stagnant we had become and believes that the end of our relationship was inevitable.
life has been good to him since i left.
he started exercising and lost a lot of weight.
got progressively better jobs.
dated.
he asked me about my travels and my life.
we talked about my intention to go to school in the fall.
we even talked about music.
it was like catching up with somebody from highschool.