well today chad came over at like 7:30. fun times. he fell asleep on me, and i watched chicago. aw. then around 11 nina came over. we got ready and walked to her house. fun fun. umm we smoked when we got there, but chad didnt. he doesnt smoke anymore. umm then we watched the sweetest thing. then kellan and justin were gonna come over, but i wasnt in the mood. they make me sad. drama. then christine came over! yay!! hehe she finally brought my shirt, but she couldnt sew it, so i just gave it to chad. haha it fits him perfectly and he looks stunning in it, but awww...my shirt! ahh well...so yeah, we stayed until like 5 or something, then it was sketcy cuz we didnt know when her mom was gonna get home so then me and chad and christine left. she went home and we went to my house. we were only there for like 5 minutes when my mom came and said we were going out to dinner, so chad left to eat with his papa and i went to norms. EWWW i ahte that place. so umm i ate and then came back here. i have just been having like a 2 hour convo with nina. fun fun. i talked to kevin alot. aww i loves kevin. me and klaire and jessica are going school shopping this weekend i think. and hopefully nina. i dunno...so yeah. umm tomorrow ninas mom is outta town so me and chad and jason and kevin are gonna go there i think and hang out. aww fun times. devan wants to go see the exorcist, which would be fuuuuun but i dunno whats gonna happen. so yeah.
umm yeah, chad is prolly moving back to riverside. i cant even tell you...how bad it is. you should see it. we are so depressed. its his choice though. he wants to be with his mom and his sister. he deserves to be with them. its hard for him. i shouldnt make him stay with me, thats selfish. ahh, but i need him. im scared of the empty shell of me that will be left behind...ah well. its not fo sho yet. he could stay...
if only i could go with him.
so yeah, heres some pictures for your entertainment. im tired.
playing cops and robbers...
me being weird. i look dead.
ohh what! me and jason!
again...
what a fucking alcholoic...
tsk tsk...
a little bit of me, and a whole lot of you...
eww my boobs look funny...
germans suck...
i got in trouble for taking pictures in planned parenthood...
dont give me that look asshole!
and a collage i made of my bestest friends just for myspace...