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fuck. i went to the movies. it was okay. subway was good. then i went to shellys. we didnt do anything. me and her and kellan hung out for like an hour and then they walked me to the bus stop and i came home. just like yesterday, the reason i came home was so i can talk to my mom about me staying with chad. and just like yesterday, shit got fucked up. chad hasnt talked to me for more than 3 minutes all day. then my mom left. so im sitting here. i scared kellan today, cuz i went insane again and started saying shit. he probably thinks im a fucking psycho.
things would improve if i died, wouldnt they?
i mean, my mom could have her two perfect daughters.
and chad could get away from this ugly psycho bitch and be free
and all my friends wouldnt have to deal with me anymore.
why dont i do it?
wait....they don't love you like i love you...
pills are fun.
my all access tweaker pass.
i miss alex. im like bawling right now, listening to our song. fuck. "why are you so far away, she said"
your just like a dream
bye sarra.
why do you even read this? you guys all just think im angsty and pathetic and all i do is whine bitch and complain. but thats me.
ha, as if i would know.
another night of lonliness, lost into oblivion.
things would improve if i died, wouldnt they?
i mean, my mom could have her two perfect daughters.
and chad could get away from this ugly psycho bitch and be free
and all my friends wouldnt have to deal with me anymore.
why dont i do it?
wait....they don't love you like i love you...
pills are fun.
my all access tweaker pass.
i miss alex. im like bawling right now, listening to our song. fuck. "why are you so far away, she said"
your just like a dream
bye sarra.
why do you even read this? you guys all just think im angsty and pathetic and all i do is whine bitch and complain. but thats me.
ha, as if i would know.
another night of lonliness, lost into oblivion.