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So I downloaded Panic! at the Disco today. It's amazing that I can hate high-school drama so much, but love the soundtrack w/ my heart and soul. It's not all high-school drama, but it's mostly stuff that I don't have to deal with anymore since I have Adam. I have never heard such erotic music before. Ok, maybe I have, but it has been such a long time. Like seriously, it hits all the right places in my brain and does weird things in my tummy. Now I can understand how people get so worked up over going to see their favorite bands, why going backstage can be such a huge thing... especially if you're a hot, young, single female. Although I do not condone the practice of sleeping w/ your favorite band members if you can, I shall no longer disdain it.
But you know, sleeping w/ the band wasn't my first thought. I forgot to tell Adam this, and I need to though I doubt he'll believe me now, but anyway being w/ Adam was my first thought. I connect the feelings this song makes me feel w/ Adam, and I see that as a good thing.
Ok. Enough of that. My Daddy is doing very well nuerologically, but his fever is high again. Apparently all the stuff they were going to do today aren't really happening until like now and tomorrow morning. Oh well, doctors change their minds all the time. I'm willing to accept whatever they think is best. He is doing very well compared to most other people in his situation (a blood vessel burst in his brain and he bled into that area for approximately 3 days before he showed any effects), so minor setbacks like the fever really aren't bothering me. If his brain is working this well then God means for him to stay here, and anything that comes next is probably just a test of strength of the people around him. Unless my Daddy goes Final Destination-style, I think he's out of the woods. We'll see. But I'm remaining positive.
In other news, studying sucks.
Have a good week!
But you know, sleeping w/ the band wasn't my first thought. I forgot to tell Adam this, and I need to though I doubt he'll believe me now, but anyway being w/ Adam was my first thought. I connect the feelings this song makes me feel w/ Adam, and I see that as a good thing.
Ok. Enough of that. My Daddy is doing very well nuerologically, but his fever is high again. Apparently all the stuff they were going to do today aren't really happening until like now and tomorrow morning. Oh well, doctors change their minds all the time. I'm willing to accept whatever they think is best. He is doing very well compared to most other people in his situation (a blood vessel burst in his brain and he bled into that area for approximately 3 days before he showed any effects), so minor setbacks like the fever really aren't bothering me. If his brain is working this well then God means for him to stay here, and anything that comes next is probably just a test of strength of the people around him. Unless my Daddy goes Final Destination-style, I think he's out of the woods. We'll see. But I'm remaining positive.
In other news, studying sucks.
Have a good week!