Survey
Height?: 5'4.75"
Weight?: 126lbs
Lowest Weight?: 117lbs
Highest Weight?: 147lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: anything under 98 pounds
What eating disorder do you have?: ednos
In Depth:
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: 300-500
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: not anymore, I used to, though.
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: No.
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: nope. I hate sports, and they hate me.
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: Teased? No. Someone did call me a fat anorexic before, though.
Have you ever fasted? yes
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: yes
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: yes
Body Image Q's:
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: Yes
What part of your body would you change?: Everything. But mainly my thighs, hips and butt.
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: does -13 count?
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: yes
Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: Yes.
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: yes
Health/Food:
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: no
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: no
Fat grams?: no
Calories?: yes
Are you often tired/fatigued?: always
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: sometimes, depends on what it is. usually, though, i just feel shitty, despite energy.
Do you eat meat?: no
Do you eat your food in a certain way?: I eat with really small silverwear and the smallest plates/bowls I can find. I have to wait AT LEAST 30 seconds between bites and have to chew each bite 21 times.
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: some people do
Have you ever thrown up blood?: no
Is your heart bpm above 49?: yes
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: no, i black out ALOT though.
Other Stuff:
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: for part of it, not all of it.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: I don't think it's a lifestyle exactly, but if we choose to starve ourselves, it's our choice. We should be able to do what we want with our bodies-- unhealthy or otherwise-- and seek support in what we do.
Do you have any other mental disorders? yes
What's your favourite food to eat?: strawberries
Favourite drink?: water and crystal light
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: all the time
Do you want to recover?: no, this is all i have now.
Weight?: 126lbs
Lowest Weight?: 117lbs
Highest Weight?: 147lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: anything under 98 pounds
What eating disorder do you have?: ednos
In Depth:
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: 300-500
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: not anymore, I used to, though.
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: No.
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: nope. I hate sports, and they hate me.
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: Teased? No. Someone did call me a fat anorexic before, though.
Have you ever fasted? yes
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: yes
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: yes
Body Image Q's:
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: Yes
What part of your body would you change?: Everything. But mainly my thighs, hips and butt.
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: does -13 count?
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: yes
Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: Yes.
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: yes
Health/Food:
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: no
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: no
Fat grams?: no
Calories?: yes
Are you often tired/fatigued?: always
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: sometimes, depends on what it is. usually, though, i just feel shitty, despite energy.
Do you eat meat?: no
Do you eat your food in a certain way?: I eat with really small silverwear and the smallest plates/bowls I can find. I have to wait AT LEAST 30 seconds between bites and have to chew each bite 21 times.
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: some people do
Have you ever thrown up blood?: no
Is your heart bpm above 49?: yes
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: no, i black out ALOT though.
Other Stuff:
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: for part of it, not all of it.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: I don't think it's a lifestyle exactly, but if we choose to starve ourselves, it's our choice. We should be able to do what we want with our bodies-- unhealthy or otherwise-- and seek support in what we do.
Do you have any other mental disorders? yes
What's your favourite food to eat?: strawberries
Favourite drink?: water and crystal light
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: all the time
Do you want to recover?: no, this is all i have now.