Cold

[curemywellness]

The coldness penetrated my skin, and sunk in to the bone. Nothing would warm me up. Fuzzy blankets, silky sheets and a soft comforter did nothing but add texture. Small goosebumps popped up on my arms and legs and I could feel my scalp tingling. I curled up my legs and pulled my arms over them, I could feel my knees pressing together, creating

Comments

[pigenergy]

hey problems really define life, but problems are only like phonomenons, which we choose to react to. when our decision is not sustainable, ie we cant sustain it for a long time, we'd be fools not to notice and change our minds. We are not trains to go on the same tracks over and over again. We build trains and tracks but only to follow thru with well researched, known, everyday routes...and in that case it is helpful to have a 'train' to move you goodies around, as well as a car....to move you bum ;)
anyway, i hear you on what 'she told you'. I have a small issue with voices too. and certain fears sometimes come as attitudes of almost real people. It is so helpful to abstract yourself sometimes, look at it all from the side, so as to be able to adopt an ironic/sarcastic attitude, make witty, good fun of encountering your fears. You be like going to sleep and then these fears come around knocking and you could be like 'ohh, not you again ;)'? what you say? maybe there's could be found a little work around ? with time and due patience.
I really think you can try and make it our of of the pithole, 'she' puts you in....I really believe you are strong, and pretty and have all it takes to succeed, learn from your own, have a great soul-mate, self-express and help others along Your way there. what you think. I believe in You and I will think about You and Your problems and I will feel compassionate and will accept You when You make a mistake. Because deep down I know, You deserve the 'good thing', another question is can you change what it takes to make it happen? Also, can you preserve your most precious, your beliefs and your true heart? ) You choose, so choose wisely ...)

[curemywellness]

Thanks for all of that :] It was really encouraging. Wish I had the strength to choose wisely, though. I know I can, it's just...I'm scared to I guess. My life is just full of bad decisions fueled by "her" if you know what I mean.

[pigenergy]

we will support you, but you must know what you want )