There's no telling what we could become

[cure_his_heart]

I have realised that i am booked to go out four nights out of seven in two weeks time. This is a lot of outings. One i am looking forward to, one i can't wait for, one which should be good and one which i don't even know if i'll end up going.

I'm a bit pissed off at the moment. You know sometimes you just think, i'm pissed off and you're sure with what, or even if there is anything in particular. I hardly spoke at work today, except to the customers. Just wasn't in the mood. I couldn't even muster any enthusiasm to hum along to the Christmas carols which have already started.

Have come to a realisation about the situation of some things in my life to date, some of which are quite disturbing and worrying. Some can be addressed. Others seem rather dire at this point.

Second part of the Dylan doco tonight. Looking forward to it. Love Bob. I have found in the last couple of days i have turned to comfort music (the beatles, dylan, Tim Rogers). Better than comfort food considering i am on a quasi non eating plan at the moment because i am mega chubb at the moment.

Other than that, i have nothing to contribute

btw, Scott, what you said about the boys was right. I am giving up. It's a futile pursuit. A life of spinsterhood and cats for me.