GRRRR.....
so, I worked out today at the gym at my school. It just so happened that this guy that this I have a crush on, Justin, was working out too. It was really hard not focus on him especially when he was changing his clothes and taking a shower next to me. What makes it especially difficult is that he is so nice! He always is excited to see me and really appears to want to get to know me.
I never told him I am gay and he never told me that he is straight, but I do know he likes girls because I have caught him checking them out before on a number of occasions. He invited me over to watch the Seahawks game afterwords but I was too shy and said I couldn't because I have too much homework. I just wonder if he still wouldn't mind showering with me after I come out to him. hmmm...
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I really want a boyfriends... I am trying to tell myself that I should be happy to be single, (and I am) but the problem is that the only guy that I have boyfriend-like feelings toward is moving to San Fran this summer and is too busy for anything too serious.
I never told him I am gay and he never told me that he is straight, but I do know he likes girls because I have caught him checking them out before on a number of occasions. He invited me over to watch the Seahawks game afterwords but I was too shy and said I couldn't because I have too much homework. I just wonder if he still wouldn't mind showering with me after I come out to him. hmmm...
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I really want a boyfriends... I am trying to tell myself that I should be happy to be single, (and I am) but the problem is that the only guy that I have boyfriend-like feelings toward is moving to San Fran this summer and is too busy for anything too serious.