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So I am living with my brother now, and recently I started thinking about a lot of things. I am 27 years old now, and I am nowhere near where I should be in life. I work at a Quiznos as a shift manager making a crappy wage. It has been kind of depressing actually. I need to star with my life, but I dont seem to have any motivation. I dont know what to do to get my motivation back.
As well as what I said before I have been feeling rather lonely. I dont know if that is part of the reason for the lack of motivation or not. Probably has some part to play in it. I just dont feel like I am good enough for anybody at the moment you know. I am kind of a loser in my eyes. I need to get off my ass and start doing what needs to be done. Also I think I need to start going to church. Then I start wondering... What kind of church? What do I believe? Do I believe in anything anymore?... I think I do... Though I dont know what it is. Does that make any sense? I am so confused about everything. What should I do?
As well as what I said before I have been feeling rather lonely. I dont know if that is part of the reason for the lack of motivation or not. Probably has some part to play in it. I just dont feel like I am good enough for anybody at the moment you know. I am kind of a loser in my eyes. I need to get off my ass and start doing what needs to be done. Also I think I need to start going to church. Then I start wondering... What kind of church? What do I believe? Do I believe in anything anymore?... I think I do... Though I dont know what it is. Does that make any sense? I am so confused about everything. What should I do?