mini entry lol
ok i wanted to inform u guys of the 411 with keith bc it needs to be said lol. We got a really big fight last week n i ended up cursing him out, which i never do but he deserved it.
2 weekends ago i was really horny so he was gonna call me wen he got out of work on saturday n we were gonna meet up at nite lol. so he ended up not calling me at all that weekend and i finally thought clearly n was like ok this must be sum kind of sign (bc ive been going back n forth on it for a long time) So he ims me the following mon n is like 'wats good' so i kinda ignored the fact that i wasnt gonna fuck him until he kept talking about wen we were gonna fuck so im like listen i dont think its gonna work between us bc i dont wanna do a hook up thing i want a relationship (i had told him another time that i didnt want a relationship with him) n he got all pissed at me sayin i was playing games n shit n i was like w/e i told u that i wasnt sure if i wanted to do it from the beg but if i seemed like i was playing games (i wasnt intentionally doin that) im sorry. then he apologized right away n said he understood where i was comin from n we could be just friends. So i told him to stop talkin to me all sexual n flirty n shit n he was like well i do that wit all my friends who r girls n im like well not with me. so a week goes by n he starts talkin all sexual n shit to me--which makes me gag now bc im def not attracted to him at all not physically or nething else. so i told him to stop n he didnt n he insisted thats just how he is n shit so i was like ok so i started playfully sayin shit back (which i now regret) n he got all pissy again. n after that lil argument about that he was like so wen am i gonna see u how bout sun? n of course i take that as 'so im still tryin to get in ur pants' n i told him im not fucking u like 5 times n he got really pissed at me sayin that i couldnt see that he just wanted to chill n i got really defensive back n told him it was bullshit n i know wat he really meant (which he of course denied) n then hes like yea i gotta stay away from u n that really set me off n i said 'fuck u! im sick of always being blamed for shit n ur making it seem like this shit is all my fault' n then he got mad that i said that n i havent talked to him since lol.
Just wanted to inform u guys of the latest asshole in my life. I really do think im like a magnet for this shit or sumthing idk. argh but i laff bout the keith thing now bc hes an immature lil baby lol.
2 weekends ago i was really horny so he was gonna call me wen he got out of work on saturday n we were gonna meet up at nite lol. so he ended up not calling me at all that weekend and i finally thought clearly n was like ok this must be sum kind of sign (bc ive been going back n forth on it for a long time) So he ims me the following mon n is like 'wats good' so i kinda ignored the fact that i wasnt gonna fuck him until he kept talking about wen we were gonna fuck so im like listen i dont think its gonna work between us bc i dont wanna do a hook up thing i want a relationship (i had told him another time that i didnt want a relationship with him) n he got all pissed at me sayin i was playing games n shit n i was like w/e i told u that i wasnt sure if i wanted to do it from the beg but if i seemed like i was playing games (i wasnt intentionally doin that) im sorry. then he apologized right away n said he understood where i was comin from n we could be just friends. So i told him to stop talkin to me all sexual n flirty n shit n he was like well i do that wit all my friends who r girls n im like well not with me. so a week goes by n he starts talkin all sexual n shit to me--which makes me gag now bc im def not attracted to him at all not physically or nething else. so i told him to stop n he didnt n he insisted thats just how he is n shit so i was like ok so i started playfully sayin shit back (which i now regret) n he got all pissy again. n after that lil argument about that he was like so wen am i gonna see u how bout sun? n of course i take that as 'so im still tryin to get in ur pants' n i told him im not fucking u like 5 times n he got really pissed at me sayin that i couldnt see that he just wanted to chill n i got really defensive back n told him it was bullshit n i know wat he really meant (which he of course denied) n then hes like yea i gotta stay away from u n that really set me off n i said 'fuck u! im sick of always being blamed for shit n ur making it seem like this shit is all my fault' n then he got mad that i said that n i havent talked to him since lol.
Just wanted to inform u guys of the latest asshole in my life. I really do think im like a magnet for this shit or sumthing idk. argh but i laff bout the keith thing now bc hes an immature lil baby lol.