Addicted... *dayumn*
You can't imagine what i've been doing for the past--*counts with fingers*--week! Hatchlings is soooooooo addicting. I know, I know. You'd ask, "Why? It's just easter egg hunting only it's not easter." Honestly, I don't know why... it just IS!
I've been sitting here for hours today just looking for easter eggs all over facebook. Hoping, every time i get to a page, that I'd find a rare egg or something... *sigh* My middle finger hurts from rolling the circle thing in the middle of my mouse , the one you use to scroll down...
Other than that, I got pissed at my mom today. I even cried in silence. It's just so unfair she makes me do most of the work when OBVIOUSLY my sisters were available to do the job. Well, I was ok with the work if she'd just show some sign of appreciation. She says her parents are the ones not appreciative and that she's being what her parents weren't, but she's waaaaaaaaay wrong about that. I rolled my eyes when she said that then I quietly laughed.
She is such a hypocrite. I'm sorry for badmouthing her right now , if you do consider this as badmouthing... This is NOT even half the amount of grudge I have for her. Sooo many years of hidden anger, I decided to let some of it out. I'm sure she hates me too, you don't know how many times I've wronged her.
Another thing about her is that she thinks all her kids are like HER--which is sooooo piss offy! Whenever we do things, she expects we do it the way she would or had! Mistakes... Don't get me started on that word! She can't understand the fact that the mistakes I make aren't the same from the mistakes she's made! She may consider some of the things i've done as mistakes but I may not... Why can't she just see that I'm NOT her?!?! She expects her kids to be perfect, the way she'd imagined it, it just gets on my nerves. She talks about me having a boyfriend as if I'm gonna die because of it... Why can't she just leave me alone?!
I mean, I love her. Yes, I do. She's always been there for me. I know she loves me too, that's the reason she does all of this for me... But can't she just BACK OFF a little bit? Leave me to make my own mistakes, to learn from them by myself?
Oh yeah, speaking of appreciation... She barely appreciates things I do! For her or for others... She might compliment a project I've just completed, or she'd congratulate me for getting into a good school, but what about the little things? Like me actually cleaning my room without her having to tell me to. A simple "Wow, you actually cleaned your room. That's nice..." would be nice to hear, pleaseandthankyou. But noooo, I get a different reaction. I get a "Mabuti nga sayo...". When I got into the honor's list back during my elem years, instead of saying "That's good. You got into the honor's list. I'm proud of you!", I get a "You better still be an honor student next qtr or else...". You see how sad my life is with her? I barely feel appreciated when I'm in this family! Rather than appreciating me, she looks at all the wrong things I've done and focuses on correcting them. She thinks she's doing such a nice job at it... O.o
Well, I'm through now... Sorry for not using an LJ cut... Don't know how to. =]
I've been sitting here for hours today just looking for easter eggs all over facebook. Hoping, every time i get to a page, that I'd find a rare egg or something... *sigh* My middle finger hurts from rolling the circle thing in the middle of my mouse , the one you use to scroll down...
Other than that, I got pissed at my mom today. I even cried in silence. It's just so unfair she makes me do most of the work when OBVIOUSLY my sisters were available to do the job. Well, I was ok with the work if she'd just show some sign of appreciation. She says her parents are the ones not appreciative and that she's being what her parents weren't, but she's waaaaaaaaay wrong about that. I rolled my eyes when she said that then I quietly laughed.
She is such a hypocrite. I'm sorry for badmouthing her right now , if you do consider this as badmouthing... This is NOT even half the amount of grudge I have for her. Sooo many years of hidden anger, I decided to let some of it out. I'm sure she hates me too, you don't know how many times I've wronged her.
Another thing about her is that she thinks all her kids are like HER--which is sooooo piss offy! Whenever we do things, she expects we do it the way she would or had! Mistakes... Don't get me started on that word! She can't understand the fact that the mistakes I make aren't the same from the mistakes she's made! She may consider some of the things i've done as mistakes but I may not... Why can't she just see that I'm NOT her?!?! She expects her kids to be perfect, the way she'd imagined it, it just gets on my nerves. She talks about me having a boyfriend as if I'm gonna die because of it... Why can't she just leave me alone?!
I mean, I love her. Yes, I do. She's always been there for me. I know she loves me too, that's the reason she does all of this for me... But can't she just BACK OFF a little bit? Leave me to make my own mistakes, to learn from them by myself?
Oh yeah, speaking of appreciation... She barely appreciates things I do! For her or for others... She might compliment a project I've just completed, or she'd congratulate me for getting into a good school, but what about the little things? Like me actually cleaning my room without her having to tell me to. A simple "Wow, you actually cleaned your room. That's nice..." would be nice to hear, pleaseandthankyou. But noooo, I get a different reaction. I get a "Mabuti nga sayo...". When I got into the honor's list back during my elem years, instead of saying "That's good. You got into the honor's list. I'm proud of you!", I get a "You better still be an honor student next qtr or else...". You see how sad my life is with her? I barely feel appreciated when I'm in this family! Rather than appreciating me, she looks at all the wrong things I've done and focuses on correcting them. She thinks she's doing such a nice job at it... O.o
Well, I'm through now... Sorry for not using an LJ cut... Don't know how to. =]