angst. (another non-JE post? sdfalksdjfla what's wrong with me?!)
This week has been the most emotionally stressing and physically exhausting week so far this year.
(lol- it's only the 2nd week of 2010. XD)
I've had AP Calculus midterms on Tuesday and Wednesday. I checked my grade and I failed. =[ Damn. Math is killing me this year.
But she only gave us Monday to review and we only have 40 mins for her class. And I freeze on tests and my mind goes blank. Then I freak out because time's almost up and... yeah. It just doesn't work for me.
Today I had the AP Literature midterm. Which consisted of 55 questions where you read a passage and answered around 7 questions per entry and 3 essays... that was funtastic
Tomorrow is my History midterm along with Chorus. Chorus will be super-easy so I'm not too worried about that. However, for our History midterm, we have to stand our own in a debate with Mr. Mulqueen conserning our papers that we wrote. T~T In front of the class! Maaaan~
And then thank God for the three day weekend. Rehabilitation with JE! XD
Then on Tuesday is my Physics midterm.
And then Wednesday is my Gym midterm. Which, the written part won't be so bad. But I'm just not looking forward to the physical part. =[ ew.
Andandand!
T~T
The main place where I went to get a large majority of my HeySayJUMP translations/scans has dissapeared! Myspace ate it. It was originally an Imeem site and they had HSJ pictures, music, and a ton of fantastic translations! But since myspace took over Imeem, everything is lost. =[[[[[
The only tranlsator I found was itsu_made_mo
ALL THE REST ARE GONNNNNNNNE!!!!!!!~
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!?!?!?
Where am I supposed to find my HSJ translations now~?
And while I'm at it, my mother isn't too happy with me right now.
I'm guessing it's because I want a different prom dress than the one she bought last year (which was a complete surprize to me...)
So I'm looking for jobs like crazy. Why is it that you have to be 18 to work anywhere?!?
It's a really pretty dress, don't get me wrong...
it's just... it reminds me of something a 5 year old girl would put on to play "princess" in.
Girly feminine to the max.
I want something more... mature? I guess is the word.
I want to look shekshi XD older, more my age.
I don't want to turn heads, I want to snap necks. XDDD
Ok, ok, I'm done.
Uwahhhh.
But yesh.
That's what's going on with me now.
That and I'm super behind in my fanfic making. *points to list*
[] Dianna-nee's Christmas fanfic (omg. T~T I'm so sorry. I'll finish yours soon, I promise. T~T)
[] YamaPi fanfic (for that chick who orginally requested it. Yeah- she asked if I could make this one now, nee-chan. PedoBEAR?)
[] Yasuda Shota fanfic (Gyah! this one should be funny if it turns out right. I got inspiration from this when I saw a cross-dresser... so it should be a cute/funny fic...... hopefully. XD)
[] Kei Inoo fanfic (the one that I wrote more than a year ago and have yet to type it up.... >.>)
[] NINO SONG FANFIC! (gyah~ he writes the most amazing songs *3* )
[] Ryutaro Morimoto fanfic (yup. another request.... She wants the main character's name to be Pretzel. XD)
I ' L L D O M Y B E S T ~ !