aww life is a shit!
well lately have been really down i dont know what the hell happned to my life i once loved. All my "friends" are losers druggies and i just left that circle. It hurst cause i really enjoyed them and now i only have like three close friends who I really dont really appreciate. I started going to church and they have cell groups where like girl teens get together once a week and talk about god and stuff its pretty kool. Im going to summer skool doing alot better 100's & 90's most of the time . Im happy in that part but socially im not. Omar one of my long ago ex'x keeps popping in my head i actually had this huge headache yesterday for thinking about him I dont know why yea.. i miss him but my head is so screwed up literally. Im going to Hanna this year so that sux seeing all my friends from Vela and then theyll see what a loser I turned out to be. That I looked finished, gay , and stupid. It sux. Now that i am used to the ppl at Rivera cause they dont get in ur busniess unless u get in theirs but other that u can be ur own person i loved it and now im going to hanna ahh start all over again in a new enviroment sux! Life sux even thought I thank god for helping me in many ways im still not all there. I mean i was at skool and this friend thatI met at Vela said hi to me telling me he was gonna graduate as a JUNIOR! im like barely gonna pass to be a Sophmore! i mean common! ahh I hate this but it could be worse right? Aww well im out