Am I supposed to be happy when all I ever wanted comes with a price?You said youd die for me.....
Another day in Dr.O's hell hole.School went okay.I mean nothing great.Anna has been acting weird since I made Rachel leave her house to go home and sleep on Friday.mmmkkk.Yeah I am still hoping and wishing that I find a kick ass dress for prom which by the way is 4 days away.UHHH hunh!4 flippin days and I am still dressless!AHHHH.Rachel and I are all good now.I like it this way.I hope I find someone at prom but if I don't it won't be the end of the world.Hmmm.What else?OHHHH how could I forget?GUARD!!!!!Wow suprisingly I missed it.Who would have known that I would join guard again?Not me,well I guess I always knew that I would miss it but not ever this much.I am glad that my "only friend" talked me back into it.It was nice to be there again.So I guess I can say it went better than I expected it to :)!!!man I can't wait until we go to state with chorus it's going to be a blast!!!I'm with my 3 best chorus friends Courtney,Ellie,and Sam!!!Life is going okay I guess.still single....no suprise there though.mmm sad.WOW I feel....for a better lack of words like crap when it comes to the "love department" I just wish I was one of those happy couples that you see
in the hallways laughing and holding hands but that's so not going to happen...Because once you screw up a wish that comes true you better believe that another won't come true for a damn lang time.TRUST ME i know.months have passe and I am still as lonely as you don't know what.well i'm off like a prom dress...(if i had one)
in the hallways laughing and holding hands but that's so not going to happen...Because once you screw up a wish that comes true you better believe that another won't come true for a damn lang time.TRUST ME i know.months have passe and I am still as lonely as you don't know what.well i'm off like a prom dress...(if i had one)