Apr 11, 2005 19:14
Here I am again...I said to myself on Saturday that I wasn't going to write another Lj.But as you can see I am.
Today was odd.The whole Rachel thing is awkward.Like today it didn't feel like we were fighting it just felt like Rachel was absent from school.I don't even know what to do about this.ERRRR.
SO ofcourse here's the dirt on my love life....
I know who I like and I like him A LOT!!!But I always seem to like someone who has a girlfriend...(NO,IT IS NOT MARK!)
I have had so many chances with this guy and we use to be great friends too(no,its not justin either)if I wasn't tied down earlier this year then we totally would have been together b/c he asked me out a few times...only one person knows who it is and I'm totally going to keep it that way.I just hope for once Cupid will help me out and give me who I want.Because I miss him very much.*sigh*
Oh I totally have a job at sonic!!!yeah I know its like eww b/c of the whole fast food thing but I think it'll be really fun working there.And DAMN!!!once again my age gets in the way so since I am 15**squints eyes and shakes head**
I can't start work until school ENDS!!!The guy thought I was 17.Hmph!And I almost said I was 16,but I knew KARMA would kick me in the a$$ so I told the truth.SO he said I have a job waiting on me when school ends.SCORE!I am really excited about working there!I guess b/c its going to be my first real job.well yeah I think I get paid tomorrow;not sure though.
Yeah...Well I'm gonna go.Later gators.....I love you all...yes even you.
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can’t deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It’ll fool ya every time.
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It’s stronger than your pride.
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See, you got no say at all.
Every time I turn around
I think I got it all figured out
My heart keeps calling and I keep on falling
Tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is
It’s in your heart, it’s in your soul (doesn’t care how fast you fall)
You’re losin’ all control
(and you can’t refuse the call, and you got no say at all)