the truth has come out that everyone's needy
i might have a $25/ week (working one day - sunday morning) with laura (who is a goddess) job consisting of dealing with cute little kids. it sounds perfect, i really hope this doesn't fall through.
drivers ed in september, officially. well, almost, still have to sign up and such, but mommy agreed. wow, look, i'm doing things.
school start in 16 days and i am indifferent. on one hand, i want to see people, on another hand, i have so much yet to do...change around almost all my classes, pick a locker, get supplies, get a real sleep schedule (waking up at 2pm won't cut it), and of course the fun things like shopping for clothes & much needed tennis shoes (who wants to go?)
it feels like once i start drivers ed i need to start working, then i need to get my license, then i need to work hellishly more, then i need to get ready for college, then graduate, then go to college, then get a permanent job...and just by starting one thing, the whole cycle begins. i don't like that - what happened to not even being 16? i guess this is good thou...the longer i don't do these things, the more i keep saying that i should. ackkk.
drivers ed in september, officially. well, almost, still have to sign up and such, but mommy agreed. wow, look, i'm doing things.
school start in 16 days and i am indifferent. on one hand, i want to see people, on another hand, i have so much yet to do...change around almost all my classes, pick a locker, get supplies, get a real sleep schedule (waking up at 2pm won't cut it), and of course the fun things like shopping for clothes & much needed tennis shoes (who wants to go?)
it feels like once i start drivers ed i need to start working, then i need to get my license, then i need to work hellishly more, then i need to get ready for college, then graduate, then go to college, then get a permanent job...and just by starting one thing, the whole cycle begins. i don't like that - what happened to not even being 16? i guess this is good thou...the longer i don't do these things, the more i keep saying that i should. ackkk.