nothing has changed
I'm in pain.
I'm an emotional mess too, and I'm alone. No one to call. No where to go. I can't even move right now, everything makes me nauseas and the pain in my back and lower abdomen is unbearable. I just want to get through this, but it's so hard when I feel like there is something clawing at my insides and trying to get out. Right now, at this moment, I feel as though I've lost all hope. I'm sad and dying. period.
Everything is getting tougher to deal with, and this is not helping. Not tonight, not right now. I haven't found a job yet, I barely went out this week, I haven't seen Jason at all, my parents are acting like the assholes they were in the 80's, the doctor is full of bad news for me, I'm annoying myself....i need out. I almost need a hug.
and to quote the bible: Youch!
? :[
I'm an emotional mess too, and I'm alone. No one to call. No where to go. I can't even move right now, everything makes me nauseas and the pain in my back and lower abdomen is unbearable. I just want to get through this, but it's so hard when I feel like there is something clawing at my insides and trying to get out. Right now, at this moment, I feel as though I've lost all hope. I'm sad and dying. period.
Everything is getting tougher to deal with, and this is not helping. Not tonight, not right now. I haven't found a job yet, I barely went out this week, I haven't seen Jason at all, my parents are acting like the assholes they were in the 80's, the doctor is full of bad news for me, I'm annoying myself....i need out. I almost need a hug.
and to quote the bible: Youch!
? :[