wasted wednesday

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for the first time in months...five months, maybe...i'm home on a wednesday.
I'm sick, in my pajama's, upset and alone.
no good.
I called in sick.
was dying all morning.
talked to lawrence a bit, that made me feel better.
I paid bills, i'm in the negatives.
I hate fees.
I still need to quit.
I made dinner.
put henna on my hair.
watched a movie
cried and took a nap.
i woke up and called jason.
took a shower.
now i'm here.
alone on a wednesday night.