Mar 02, 2005 16:02
well i got high with aly to day and Ive come to find that I only think about Mike when im high and I have no clue why?..Does anyone ahve any idea why I could be thinking about him ONLY when im high.. I think so much when Im high.. like I think abotu who I really want to forget about mike. I don want to think about him, I blocked him but still thats not good enough, It kinda bothers me that devon talks to me, Its not like im jealous. Its just sense shes my friend I want her to be mine and not his.. I said to her once she should like him, I didnt mean it. Devon doesnt really IM me.. She seems not very excited by my company
I though about kristen today when I read her livejournal, I hadnt updated or read anything with livejournal in awhile. shes doing good and Im really happy for her. Devon and I get alittle jealous when she tlaks a bout other people in her livejournal. Its only cause we love u. and we want u all to ourself :-P
this weekend, sneaking over to megans with Jared&Ty
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School 2maro.. Blah I ahev so much work to make up I ahvent bene there sence VACATION. Megans going abck tomarrow so itll be great. were gonna get high together. Jared has drug class 2maro too so I probally wont see him until Friday. Im really loosing up to him we talk alot more now. mmm his sweater smells like a "country boys house" i slept with it. lol im such a loser