...in the arms of Thanatos.

Sep 26, 2012 21:35

It's more then a week now have passed since I wrote here. I think today is the first day when I woke up with a desire to wake up because last week I spent somewhere out of life. Last week on Wednesday died my Gradpa and on Friday there was my second time when I was at the funeral. Suprisingly it was a moment full of light and I felt my Grandpa's presence everywhere near me. I cried a lot but I knew it's because I have to say my last good bye to him. It's always hard to let people you love go away.
The rest of the week I spent in a very anxious mood. It was really hard to concentrate on things and current events. All this was quite a washed picture like in a long boring movie. I had to be concentrated on things concearning my next two weeks but I just couldn't. But today the situation changed and I finally came to the usual mood of my life. And I also can come back to my project 365 days.

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