I wish I could fall into the books I read. So I could fly kites with bells on them, and swim with mermaids, but I never seem to have the time anymore. My new job leaves me so sleepy when I come home that nothing seems possible. I havent created anything in such a long time. My whole mind is full rose thorns and I cant seem do think straight. I have so much to think of and all i want is to go on an adventure with my Thomas Bear.
I have my driving test on Thursday and I think maybe the night before I shall be wishing for my Grandpa to help me on this adventure, as I do believe it has bought me a lot of sadness, but I will not give up as I know he and others would want me to do well and have some freedom. The freedom driving will give me (not as good as sailing a boat) but the freedom of being able to drive to the sea shore and watch the sun set on the ocean. THAT will be one adventure I wont forget.
For now I shall pretend I am stress free and watch and read magical tales that take me away from the real life stresses. Will someone join me in my imagination tonight as I do feel that not many people will be there today.
xxx