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Classes are going well, I really love everything that's happening right now.
I have no complaints except for this longing to figure out what I'm chasing after. What do I want to do? what are my goals? why haven't I created any?
I'm highly considering transferring schools and looking at stuff in NYC. or Boston :/ nervous excited. I need to just face the fact that I'm always going to have anxiety about everything but after the anxiety comes high reward (if i play my cards right) so instead of hiding in NH forever and going to a safety school that is in my hometown (where I still get anxiety) Why the fuck not get some experience. find likeminded people. fucking live!
Also looking into study abroad for next spring in Scotland! holy fuck. I want to travel. I want to gain the confidence in myself to do these things that I day dream about almost every single day of my life.
I have no complaints except for this longing to figure out what I'm chasing after. What do I want to do? what are my goals? why haven't I created any?
I'm highly considering transferring schools and looking at stuff in NYC. or Boston :/ nervous excited. I need to just face the fact that I'm always going to have anxiety about everything but after the anxiety comes high reward (if i play my cards right) so instead of hiding in NH forever and going to a safety school that is in my hometown (where I still get anxiety) Why the fuck not get some experience. find likeminded people. fucking live!
Also looking into study abroad for next spring in Scotland! holy fuck. I want to travel. I want to gain the confidence in myself to do these things that I day dream about almost every single day of my life.