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So the new job at Jetsetters is going okay I guess. I took tables on my own last night, I did alright I suppose it's just a lot different than what i'm used to. It was reallly slow so I only made like $45 which really fucking sucks because I was there from 5-1. Went to bed around 4 and woke up at 9 to call and cancel my doctors appointment. There was no way in hell I was getting up at 9 to drive down to Lauderdale for a 30 minute appt. and then drive home for a nap before working at 330. They're probably going to charge me for missing it because apparently they didn't get the message and called me at 11 and left me a message asking if i'd forgotten about the appt and to call them, whatever.
I think i'm going to look into a new doctor because this one has given me all sorts of injections and whatnot and it hasn't done much of anything. This girl Jamie who works at Jetsetters told me that massage therapy would really help me out a lot, I guess she's gone to school for it and offered to do them herself for free. How sweet is that? She's a really cool girl, I had a lot of fun working with her this weekend.
I reallly should go to bed early tonight because I work a double tomorrow, but I highly doubt that'll happen. Lately I can't get myself to go to bed before 3am and even then I just lie there exhausted but unable to get to sleep. My mind just won't seem to stop going, ambien doesn't even help anymore. I'm starting to think that i'm losing it.
My mom's going to take me to see a lawyer about getting settlement money from my car accident years ago. I thought I was getting some this year but apparently i'm not supposed to get it until i'm 25. So I have to go see the lawyer about getting it now. If I could get my hands on that $40,000 now that would seriously turn my life around. I could pay off all my debts, go to school fulltime, and get a job that isn't so hard on my back. I could also actually afford to buy real food rather than living on ramen noodles and mac n cheese.
This Thursday me and Ging are going to Respectables and I can't fucking wait. I could really use a night out, maybe meet a boy cause Emma could use some manaction.
I think i'm going to look into a new doctor because this one has given me all sorts of injections and whatnot and it hasn't done much of anything. This girl Jamie who works at Jetsetters told me that massage therapy would really help me out a lot, I guess she's gone to school for it and offered to do them herself for free. How sweet is that? She's a really cool girl, I had a lot of fun working with her this weekend.
I reallly should go to bed early tonight because I work a double tomorrow, but I highly doubt that'll happen. Lately I can't get myself to go to bed before 3am and even then I just lie there exhausted but unable to get to sleep. My mind just won't seem to stop going, ambien doesn't even help anymore. I'm starting to think that i'm losing it.
My mom's going to take me to see a lawyer about getting settlement money from my car accident years ago. I thought I was getting some this year but apparently i'm not supposed to get it until i'm 25. So I have to go see the lawyer about getting it now. If I could get my hands on that $40,000 now that would seriously turn my life around. I could pay off all my debts, go to school fulltime, and get a job that isn't so hard on my back. I could also actually afford to buy real food rather than living on ramen noodles and mac n cheese.
This Thursday me and Ging are going to Respectables and I can't fucking wait. I could really use a night out, maybe meet a boy cause Emma could use some manaction.