i hear you icky thought, and i love you for trying to protect me, but i am in charge.
in my receptive feminine energy.
i don't do for you, you do for me.
i am OK either way. but what i'm looking for matters.
i deeply want and need love.
i am deserving of it and i will find it.
i will not bother with anything not aligned to that.
the man i will marry is tall with long blond hair, square features, big hands and kitty teeth.
he is a successful artist with project management skills, and money!!!
he is hilarious and thinks i'm hilarious, ***we laugh all day long.***
he loves art, installation, the beach, travel, watching comedy series with me.
***We are the same age born the same day.***
i see my friends, he sees his friends, we see our friends together.
he cooks me healthy food. he is open to kids, and to raise them.
he is mentally stable and emotionally available.
We belt out the 90s songs together in a frog voice. We belt out Steve Whatever's "Foolish Heart". We belt out Simply Red "Holding Back the Years." We belt out Red Hot Chilli Peppers "Around the World" going "Ah knowwww....ah knowww...fo sho....Ner Nyeng Neng Nang Nyang Nyerng Nyung Nang Nur Nyrr..."
We piss ourselves at Vines and TikToks.
I'm as weird as I want to be, he eggs me on. We have no shame.
***He loves my writing and we share the same weird language.***
We both love Spring and Sad Rap/Trap music. We make fun of the funny lines.
in the morning we wake up already screwing. the sheet is a blanket, it feels warm yet cool. the pillowcases are satiny. we finish together and he pulls me close and pets my hair. he makes breakfast for me. we play with the cats. we plan our day. the beach and outdoor dinner with friends, then a film with dessert, and public sex, or sex at home. He pays for everything.
I find lifelong love by being my true self.
Still he calls me on my BS, in the most loving way.
He is steady and lets me be me, but he stands firm to help me grow.
He is unscareable. And unrunawayable.
Everyone loves him and his openness. He has a heart of gold.
He supports me through everything as we grow old.
i don't do for you, you do for me.
i am OK either way. but what i'm looking for matters.
i deeply want and need love.
i am deserving of it and i will find it.
i will not bother with anything not aligned to that.
the man i will marry is tall with long blond hair, square features, big hands and kitty teeth.
he is a successful artist with project management skills, and money!!!
he is hilarious and thinks i'm hilarious, ***we laugh all day long.***
he loves art, installation, the beach, travel, watching comedy series with me.
***We are the same age born the same day.***
i see my friends, he sees his friends, we see our friends together.
he cooks me healthy food. he is open to kids, and to raise them.
he is mentally stable and emotionally available.
We belt out the 90s songs together in a frog voice. We belt out Steve Whatever's "Foolish Heart". We belt out Simply Red "Holding Back the Years." We belt out Red Hot Chilli Peppers "Around the World" going "Ah knowwww....ah knowww...fo sho....Ner Nyeng Neng Nang Nyang Nyerng Nyung Nang Nur Nyrr..."
We piss ourselves at Vines and TikToks.
I'm as weird as I want to be, he eggs me on. We have no shame.
***He loves my writing and we share the same weird language.***
We both love Spring and Sad Rap/Trap music. We make fun of the funny lines.
in the morning we wake up already screwing. the sheet is a blanket, it feels warm yet cool. the pillowcases are satiny. we finish together and he pulls me close and pets my hair. he makes breakfast for me. we play with the cats. we plan our day. the beach and outdoor dinner with friends, then a film with dessert, and public sex, or sex at home. He pays for everything.
I find lifelong love by being my true self.
Still he calls me on my BS, in the most loving way.
He is steady and lets me be me, but he stands firm to help me grow.
He is unscareable. And unrunawayable.
Everyone loves him and his openness. He has a heart of gold.
He supports me through everything as we grow old.