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So, it's 4am and I can't sleep, and I got the random idea to update this shit. So here I am.
Basically I've been making much better money at work lately, and I'm just really hoping it stays this way. Mainly because I want more Toms, which sounds pretty bad, but it's true. Also because my Dad's offered to help me get a car, and I'm insisting that I pay him back. But first, I need to be able to pay to renew my tags & get insurance. I have enough right now, but I want to be able to start making payments, either to the dealership or to my Dad - depending on where we get the car.
ANYWAY! I spoke to Aj's Mom this evening, which was nice. I felt kind of bad though, because she's always pressuring Aj into finishing school. I mean, don't get me wrong, I totally understand that she wants the absolute best for him.. But he's going through a rough time at work, and he's trying to pay off his debt before he spends a bunch more money on school. Uggghhhhhhh, I don't know, man. I think the reason it hits me so hard is because I really need to start school, too. But there's like a Ringling Bro's set of hoops & chutes I have to jump through just to get a foot in the door. It's all way too stressful, to be honest. I know the best thing to do is take everything one step at a time, and that's what I want to do. But I have. to. stop. procrastinating!
I've been being much more responsible, as far as drinking goes, lately. I know it's nothing to be proud of, but considering my track history, I'll take reassurance where I can get it. I guess.
Anyway this damn laptop's about to die, and it's almost 5am now, so I'm just going to do something else.
Basically I've been making much better money at work lately, and I'm just really hoping it stays this way. Mainly because I want more Toms, which sounds pretty bad, but it's true. Also because my Dad's offered to help me get a car, and I'm insisting that I pay him back. But first, I need to be able to pay to renew my tags & get insurance. I have enough right now, but I want to be able to start making payments, either to the dealership or to my Dad - depending on where we get the car.
ANYWAY! I spoke to Aj's Mom this evening, which was nice. I felt kind of bad though, because she's always pressuring Aj into finishing school. I mean, don't get me wrong, I totally understand that she wants the absolute best for him.. But he's going through a rough time at work, and he's trying to pay off his debt before he spends a bunch more money on school. Uggghhhhhhh, I don't know, man. I think the reason it hits me so hard is because I really need to start school, too. But there's like a Ringling Bro's set of hoops & chutes I have to jump through just to get a foot in the door. It's all way too stressful, to be honest. I know the best thing to do is take everything one step at a time, and that's what I want to do. But I have. to. stop. procrastinating!
I've been being much more responsible, as far as drinking goes, lately. I know it's nothing to be proud of, but considering my track history, I'll take reassurance where I can get it. I guess.
Anyway this damn laptop's about to die, and it's almost 5am now, so I'm just going to do something else.