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[cupcake_smuffer]

i'm so stupid.

honestly.

i was in SUCH a good mood this afternoon. you have no idea.

then i got my psat back.

i am a retard. i will never get into stanford. umpqua community college probably won't even accept me.

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[leitarded]

a few pieces.

i got nominated for the national honor thing, oh super. it doesn't do shit for you. maybe umpqua might care that i got the honor but outside that, it's just a number. just a number.

i don't get why everybody's goal is to get into stanford because a smart kid might not even take up stanford even if they were accepted.

you're a sophomore, college should be far from your mind and definitely not before the quality of your own life. if you think about college at all, think about what's best for you rather than what makes the headlines all the time. this would be good advice for naive parents as well. they hafta understand that bigshot schools are not always and most unlikely gonna be the best college and educational experience for their kids.

other thing is, what you done in school is a good deal more important than what school you done it in. oes is great for me. i like what it's given me, the kind of experience and the kind of people that i have, so i'm applying to colleges that are like it. small, liberal, and mostly unsung schools that'll give me what i'm looking for.

anyways i hope some of this helped. you at least totally understand it in the end when college admissions is up in your face. no worries now.