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this is so hard...everyday i feel so sad...i hate being away...i hate that the only form of communication we have is the phone, and even then he hardly ever calls...i'm not calling anymore because when i do he's busy working or with his friend or working on some car, so i guess ill be talking to him once, maybe twice a day if im lucky...maybe thats good, that way i can focus on school and i won't be sitting around waiting for him to call all day like he said he would...i don't know if i am even going to come down this weekend and i won't know until thursday night...i love him and i love being with him, its just so hard emotionally, physically, mentally, everything