Finally :)
I love college, i really do. I have amazing friends here and i feel like i finally can belong. Beck and i are the best of friends, whit and i have a blast just talking about crazy shit and cracking up til 3 in the morning. Nate is always making me crack up and taking me on walks at 3 in the morning if i can't sleep(tennis coach). Ross is my hubby and i love him to death. I'm learning to be chill from brian and kenny is always introducing me to new music. Becca, Amy and Lo are the best girlies a girl could ask for, tradition laguna and real world and always having them right thru the bathroom makes my life a whole lot easier, haha even tho Lo lives in carle shes basically lives next door. Now for the guy thats made the past month amazing. He lives right down the hall and im so glad he does, just knowing hes just a small walk away makes me happy. He got hurt the first day of baseball try outs and it made me realize how much i cared for him. I spent any free time i had in his room the next 2 days rubbing his back and just making sure he got better. He couldn't go out with the team for a few days and he was really missing baseball. I went outside and played a little catch with him, even tho he was supposed to be in bed. It took us a while to realize we had feelings for eachother but when we did evrything was just right. We took it slow and waited a while before we even talked about a relationship, after all he did have baseball and getting better and i had my classes to think about. He treats me so well and it feels so good to finally be treated like im not just some girl but a girl he holds tight like he never wants to let me go. I trust him to the fullest and i've never trusted any guy b4. I can just tell with the way he looks at me he would never do anything to hurt me. It feels good to finally have someone like this. Someone who will rub my belly when it hurts and gives me the whole blanket when im cold and rubs my shoulders when i've had a bad day and holds me all night long. I finally have that guy, the guy that makes me feel worth it. We're together now but its still going to be a while b4 our first date, we want everything to be perfect, meaning nothing on our minds, we both have alot going on and we know this date will happen, so theres no point in rushing anything cuz right now everything is so right :)