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I woke up today to my foot not being soo swollen or orange and I got to thinking that i had ivig yesterday and I was thinking that it helped my foot and i didn't have cellulitis at all and when Dr Dutta came to see me he agreed, so no vanco yay, he ran in a bag of dentamycin jsut cuz i was there and it was mixed. But he thinks its a vasculitis from the "lupus" we are prettu sire i have whjich would mean im in the middle of a huge flair up and that would fit with the way ive been feelign fo the past few months each headache nightmare taking longer and longer to recover from.
I also saw Dr R and we talked for a while, he started to stick out the lower lip and then he was actually teary eyed at the end whne i told him im affreaid and scared shitless and the pain is worse daily with no apparent end in sight. All fo my docs want to see what comes on thurs, dr dutta wants more ivig where dr reddy wants plasma phoresisi, but the major thing si that it's either of these no other meds i refuse to do that look what the roids got me into so yaa and ive lived with this for who knows how long without those meds