Jul 24, 2004 23:22
I told him to forget about the kiss and that i like him and everything and and i feel like its the right thing to do for him, you know. I cant be selfish.
it feels really disgusting for me though. I was really happy like ten minutes ago and now im crying and i htink im going to be sick. Its like the night i talked to kristin howe i felt gross after because it was wrong. This whole thing is so wrong. Please somebody tell me why i dont get the fact things dont work for me?