Uh Oh Spaghettios
Blah. i relized something last night when i didnt care that matt was online and just signed off but i felt the need to talk to marks away message.
So i think im over matt. So i think i like mark and thats why i wanted to go out whith him to make matt jealous but i dont think i realy wanted to make matt jealous as much just get him....
*deep breath* So im confused and ryan says im stupid because i shouldnt have mentioned the whole revenge against matt thing to mark because now he wont think i really like him and i dont think i wanted to use him to get closer to matt i think maybe i was usng the matt situation to get closer to mark....
Oh god what if he reads this and is like "Emily you are a dork".
Oh well
So i think im over matt. So i think i like mark and thats why i wanted to go out whith him to make matt jealous but i dont think i realy wanted to make matt jealous as much just get him....
*deep breath* So im confused and ryan says im stupid because i shouldnt have mentioned the whole revenge against matt thing to mark because now he wont think i really like him and i dont think i wanted to use him to get closer to matt i think maybe i was usng the matt situation to get closer to mark....
Oh god what if he reads this and is like "Emily you are a dork".
Oh well