self love-instinct
yey, my first entry...
I like the way it sounds, hope i can keep up till couple next few years..
yesterday i was forced to think about this...do a couple, when they really love each other hv their own instinct? try to make their other-half happy and feel secure? in fact i didn't feel that in real life..well i guess i tried so hard to be with him,n in fact, he just didn't even realize it
then...i started to accept this statement that 'no ones perfect'.
the worst part of it is that i started to accept that way, the way he treated me.
i know that he loves me so much, but sometimes i just couldn't help wondering why he couldn't be able to understand how i felt, how did he suppossed to react just to make me happy, or else..i just couldn't wonder..
but normally for fresh-made couples, everything looks perfect, u can be a fake person in front of him, and remain like it at least for next couple of months.
It's just...i can't be a fake person and I just couldn't accept the way he act..
when u get older, u've settled down ur life, get married, hv children, work and everything, suddenly all those love-instinct slowly dissapears... it wont be the same as love-bugs did the old days.
I get my lesson, people are all the same...the matter is who u are, what u want to be, no matter fake or not, that u will accept him or just let his ass go out of your life.
I like the way it sounds, hope i can keep up till couple next few years..
yesterday i was forced to think about this...do a couple, when they really love each other hv their own instinct? try to make their other-half happy and feel secure? in fact i didn't feel that in real life..well i guess i tried so hard to be with him,n in fact, he just didn't even realize it
then...i started to accept this statement that 'no ones perfect'.
the worst part of it is that i started to accept that way, the way he treated me.
i know that he loves me so much, but sometimes i just couldn't help wondering why he couldn't be able to understand how i felt, how did he suppossed to react just to make me happy, or else..i just couldn't wonder..
but normally for fresh-made couples, everything looks perfect, u can be a fake person in front of him, and remain like it at least for next couple of months.
It's just...i can't be a fake person and I just couldn't accept the way he act..
when u get older, u've settled down ur life, get married, hv children, work and everything, suddenly all those love-instinct slowly dissapears... it wont be the same as love-bugs did the old days.
I get my lesson, people are all the same...the matter is who u are, what u want to be, no matter fake or not, that u will accept him or just let his ass go out of your life.