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Jeez, maybe I should just pack up and move to Cali.
Leave everything behind and start new.
Make new friends that have no ties to anybody.
Not have to worry about lies, deceit, and hidden motives.
Be free of anything painful.
Live my life and be able to be me, without any guilt or being called selfish.
Not have to think about what other people are doing.
Who they're doing it with.
Or what infectious whispers are being strewn into their ears.
Maybe I'll cut myself off from the internet world.
Leave everything up to chance.
Oh, I just realized.
I'll probably hear it for this.
Maybe called a hypocrite?
Maybe told that I'm selfish?
Or, maybe that I'm mean for day dreaming such things?
I should probably not be the person I am.
People make me feel like, the person I am, is a terrible one.
Leave everything behind and start new.
Make new friends that have no ties to anybody.
Not have to worry about lies, deceit, and hidden motives.
Be free of anything painful.
Live my life and be able to be me, without any guilt or being called selfish.
Not have to think about what other people are doing.
Who they're doing it with.
Or what infectious whispers are being strewn into their ears.
Maybe I'll cut myself off from the internet world.
Leave everything up to chance.
Oh, I just realized.
I'll probably hear it for this.
Maybe called a hypocrite?
Maybe told that I'm selfish?
Or, maybe that I'm mean for day dreaming such things?
I should probably not be the person I am.
People make me feel like, the person I am, is a terrible one.