OHHHHH SHIT
Shit, well tonight was a disaster.. i just made it worse... again. whatever.. life without my three friends WOULD suck. i mean, who am i kidding, it would be awful.. and it would hurt just as much if it were kc who still ahted me.. i mean, these guys are my lifeblood. they keep me happy and without them, my life is kinda to shit.. so i dont know what im going to do... i cant beg anymore, i cant say im sorry anymore... i just have to wait and hope seh can trust me again.. because i am a good person, i can be trusted. i just went overboard and it bit me in the ass. so i know in times like this people do that little, "please God thing: here but if there is a god, being a kiss ass when i say im agnostic would just piss him off.