I am getting things in gear.
I am going to be successful. I will graduate. I will become who I want to be without ANYONE standing in my way, critizing me, or judging me.
Fuck you guys that can't handle me.
I will be number ONE.
I will be the best person that I can be.
I WILL be the best fucking band director in the FUCKING NAITON.
Eww...some guy just sat down next to me wearing some goldish brown puke color. EWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHHA, I love me. OHHHH the randomness. And not to mention the mood change. :)
That as just me being dark, feeling the truth, just showing how I feel. I mean come on, guys, I want to be number one, what the fuck is so hard or wrong with that????? I think it's healthy to want to be strong and successful, especially as a teacher. And it's really funny because I am becoming who I didn't want to become. I am becoming who I hated.
I have to meet my mom in like three minutes. I'm excited about Friday. Eeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will write more later. :)
The Way That I Feel
By: Diffuser
There's a crack in the stack when you find that you're on your own
Raising stakes in the race, selling out so you don't get sold
Something for nothing hasn't been left for me
Tear away everything and I'm wearing memories
Take a chance on a chance, try leapfrog with a unicorn
Figure out when to shout when you sit on a corporate thorn
I bet you sleep tight every night wondering
If the one you've become is what you hated
The more I gave, the more you take
Why can't you stay? What should I do?
Now that we're through
One thing is true
The way that I feel
YEA! Have a drink on the fink 'till we kill off the disco fad
Fuzzy dice mixed with ice, give it up for the other man
I'm getting cold shakes from the state that I'm in
Your getting colder, I'm getting older
Stop the landslide
The more I gave, the more you take
Why can't you stay? What should I do? Now that we're through
One thing is true
The way that I feel
I'm pulling hair in despair
Cracker Jacks for the funeral
Pull a shade, so I can break the walls around me
What should I do? Now that we're through
One thing is true
The way that I feel for you
I'm out, kids. See you all around.