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havent updated in a while...last night was fun...me kara julie courtney and shaileen went to the mall...their was like no one their but we still had a good time...then we went back to kara's and chilled...ive been so depressed lately...theirs soo much stuff that i want to get out but i cant...i dont know...i used to be able to tell everyone everything but i dont know...i just cant seem to get this stuff out...not even to my therapist and shes the one person that i can tell everything if i cant tell my friends...i feel so alone and lonely even tho i have so many people around me...i hate this feeling and i dont want to go back to the way i felt like a year ago but i think thats what's happening and i cant take it...i dont really have anything else to say so im out