RAAAAAWRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
yea been a while but i cant be online here...ever... so im taking advantage of free internet at the office of the club. basically im gonna start by saying ive never been so mentally and physically fucked up... ever. were getting fucked really bad in england, basically cause were on this insane ass tour bus which i dont think anyone cares to be on and victory is pulling the last minute charges out of their ass. so we dont get any food at shows, just beer. yea i dont like beer and ive been drunk everynight on that shit for a good week now. why? when all you have to look forward to is getting drunk on beer you know life is shitty. basically the haunted is amazing, yea fucking incredibly amazing. very rad dudes too. the drummer has smoked himself retarded so many times i dont think hes human anymore. but thats pretty rad for us. the only way to describe how i feel is such as follows: buy a plane ticket to another country and dont bring anymoney. yea its fucking shitty, i feel so lonely and out of my element that everything basically blows. the only thing keeping me happy is either booze or weed. i was fucking amazing one night of this tour when hannah came to the show. yea that was short lived, she was coming tonight and last minute realized her mom has the car... wow... i went from the greatest feeling ever to... welp at least we have alotta beer in the fridge, lets see if i can drink more than i did 8 hrs ago and see how close i can come to getting my ass kicked by some retarded fuck i cant understand walking by me in the street. yea my new hobbies include getting trashed and talking to everysingle person in sight as long as i can and getting trashed so i dont feel depressed. in conclusion, this tour is the greatest thing ive ever done and the worst thing ive ever done at the same time.
last night logan and i went to the dance club upstairs and walked around saying hello and immediatly puttin gour hands in the air and rawring as loud as we can. i got super trashed and walked around and met a nice cute girl who logan and i stayed with and used her hair straitner (mine doesnt work here) and only got 1 hour of sleep. i wanted to look nice for you 2night and u couldnt make it, fuck. ha oh well life blows right? i wsh i could help ppl understand the emotions ive been going through. that would be rad, someone that would understand everything perfectly right now. she claims shes coming to visit and stay with me in a couple months, when shes done with school. first of all she says she is afraid of flying, second i can see her parents saying no, and third of all, nothings going my way right now so im not going to count on it.
yea im rambling, prolly from the 6 n half beers i just drank in 15 mins, ima go see if i can find the fridge in the haunteds smoke filled dressing room. im sure theres lots of beer left....
ms u so fucking much, was one of the greatest nights i could have asked for, please dont cry anymore though, believe me its hard enough, k gnight
last night logan and i went to the dance club upstairs and walked around saying hello and immediatly puttin gour hands in the air and rawring as loud as we can. i got super trashed and walked around and met a nice cute girl who logan and i stayed with and used her hair straitner (mine doesnt work here) and only got 1 hour of sleep. i wanted to look nice for you 2night and u couldnt make it, fuck. ha oh well life blows right? i wsh i could help ppl understand the emotions ive been going through. that would be rad, someone that would understand everything perfectly right now. she claims shes coming to visit and stay with me in a couple months, when shes done with school. first of all she says she is afraid of flying, second i can see her parents saying no, and third of all, nothings going my way right now so im not going to count on it.
yea im rambling, prolly from the 6 n half beers i just drank in 15 mins, ima go see if i can find the fridge in the haunteds smoke filled dressing room. im sure theres lots of beer left....
ms u so fucking much, was one of the greatest nights i could have asked for, please dont cry anymore though, believe me its hard enough, k gnight