lets try this again
here it goes...yeah, i'm gonna start writing here again. i dont think anyone else does anymore..not since the last time i checked. whatev.
i'm gonna write a book. and i'm gonna incorporate some of my past journal entries in it. like the one about the buffalo. haha..thats what i want to do. i want to travel the world and be a writer. i dont suppose i'd make much money. i dont even know if i'm good enough. but i think i have some pretty unique stuff to write about. its just a matter in putting it in a format and wording it in such a way that people will find it entertaining....i got a letter from ben. its such a romantic idea. talking to a boy in europe, seeing him again last september..he wants me to go to torino in may for the european championship. god would i love to go. i entertained the idea..that and today, i thought about moving over there for a while..too bad i dont know another language fluently..but i would. i'd stay in a hostel until i could find an apartment..then i'd work...and travel to the other countries..god that would be amazing. i want to do it so bad...then i thought about learning romanian or russian and going to volunteer in an orphanage or something..::sigh:: i dont want to lose sight of doing that...jon is amazing. its scary. i can see myself just moving somewhere after college and getting married and starting a career and not doing any of that...and i know that if thats what happens, i'm gonna regret it forever...how do i just ask someone "hey. come with me or wait around till i get back.." bah i dunno...so speaking of this book....
i'm gonna write a book. and i'm gonna incorporate some of my past journal entries in it. like the one about the buffalo. haha..thats what i want to do. i want to travel the world and be a writer. i dont suppose i'd make much money. i dont even know if i'm good enough. but i think i have some pretty unique stuff to write about. its just a matter in putting it in a format and wording it in such a way that people will find it entertaining....i got a letter from ben. its such a romantic idea. talking to a boy in europe, seeing him again last september..he wants me to go to torino in may for the european championship. god would i love to go. i entertained the idea..that and today, i thought about moving over there for a while..too bad i dont know another language fluently..but i would. i'd stay in a hostel until i could find an apartment..then i'd work...and travel to the other countries..god that would be amazing. i want to do it so bad...then i thought about learning romanian or russian and going to volunteer in an orphanage or something..::sigh:: i dont want to lose sight of doing that...jon is amazing. its scary. i can see myself just moving somewhere after college and getting married and starting a career and not doing any of that...and i know that if thats what happens, i'm gonna regret it forever...how do i just ask someone "hey. come with me or wait around till i get back.." bah i dunno...so speaking of this book....