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[cuntrolling]

long time no see, yall.
it's been insane this past 2 months.
and when i mean insane, i mean;

ohmygodwhatthefuckdidigetmyselfinto?

for awhile there i thought i couldnt do it
but i did. and im suprised.
im suprised i didnt do my best.
cause im actually really fucking smart.

ive gained so many friendships lately.
but i havents forgot yall, i promise.
i wish you all love,
but i know that yall have your own business as well.

greg is like one of my best friends instead of my boss.

joshua is up for the holidays<3 he is my sunshine.

i have a new nephew named Quinn.
[after the bob dylan song]
he is beautiful.

ive learned that life isn't what happens to you,
its what you do about whatever has happend.
and only then will you learn your true strength
[and sometimes weakness]

i hope everyone had a beautiful christmas.
and happy birthday to scartocci and burda and all the rest of you.
i hope that was beautiful, as well.

so instead of superman, there's superhuman.
instead of spiderwebs saving people,
compassion will save us.
instead of climbing up buildings,
we'll climb over moutains and fly over sees.
who need's superpowers,
when all need is some heart?