Jul 28, 2003 23:57
tonight was seriously such a well needed night, i am so happy i got to spend time with max, liek seriously i know i over dramatize things more so then they should be, i was over reacting, we both came to terms with what we think that problem is, and we are just going to work around it, we had such a great evening, we took aprils advice and went for a change of scenery, i surprised him and drove him down to south beach, it is so nice down there, we just walked around a little ate at a really good pizza place saw the sand castle, it was nice, i am so happy, i honeslty think i deserve to be happy and max deserves to be happy, we are just so happytogether!!! on an upsetting note, not talking to maggie is really starting to eat at me, its like i go places and i see things that remind me of her and usually i would buy them for her but i cant, and it hurts a lot, i feel bad for her, i feel bad for me, like i called her up the other day and she answered the phone all happy and as soon as she heard it was me her mood changed completly, ughh its so irritating, but oh well, theres nothign that can be done right now ughh tomarrow i have to go to work this new girl started working wtih us and i really dont like her she thinks she knows everything and its pretty anoying!!!