We are at war, soon just not yet!!!
I had the worst night mare today, i slept horribley, I had this dream that i was at a circus with my father and my niece and we were walking to my dads car and i was infront of him and victoria and this white van was parked next to his car and this bald guy was sitting in the van and he smiled at me and was looking at me really weridly, and then all of a sudden he jumped out of his car and tried to kid nap me and i stabed him with a hanger and then i had to go and see if it was the right guy and i saw him dead and i just woke up and was so freaked out, i had a hard time falling back asleep and it was only like in the morning so i couldnt sleep, i was all freaked out, i still kinda am, i saw some white vans today an d i was really paranoid. So i went to work today it felt pretty good to be back, i really love work, i cut my finger today and it hurts alot but oh well, i am a tough chick!! i went with my parents to see my grandma and then i went to visit max, he ignored me tonight and it made me think so i had a long talk with alex and things got better, i just think i feel like max isnt paying enough attention to me but why start a fight that isnt nesacery! so i get this call from taylor telling me that robert is on his way to get my house, this is going to be war him and his friends against taylor and i!!! we are going to tdo so so so so good, so then taylor i and were going to trash his car, but she wasnt aloud out and now i am home and its pretty early kinda scary, i guess i could work on some stuff that i have been slacking off on, oh well i will go do some work!!!!