a fresh start
Well, I just finished taking a math exam which I'm pretty sure I did quite horribly on. It's been hard to concentrate on my classes lately. It's been hard to concentrate on anything for that matter. On my way to the test I ran into Jon and Evil Alex. I felt so awkward. I feel like we see each other less and less and that when we do it's a random bumping into one another kind of thing. I refuse to believe that I am this depressed merely over Evil Alex though. There has to be something more to it. Could it be hormonal? I wonder:) Thank God it's almost the weekend. This week has been a horrible nightmarish blur. I don't feel depressed to the point of suicide but I'm definitely not content with my life right now. I just kind of "am." I feel empty and indifferent toward most everything. It scares me to think of the direction I'm heading, but I feel like I've lost control of my life. I hope things get better soon, although I feel bad for complaining because I know a lot of people are worse off than me. I just can't wait til this semester is over. I need a fresh start.