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well this is the last entry i will make. im going away and noone will miss me. ive lost all hope and nothing can turn out right in my life so i plan to get away. ill look like an idiot if i cry now so im trying to hold back my tears but:
i never meant to hurt you in anyway im sorry to you im a liar and a slut im sorry i disgust you im sorry that im born im sorry when i try i cant go through with it and get out of yours and everyones life completely because i think things will get better.now i know they wont you dont need me anymore at all but i need you and all that ive done is hurting myself and not you cause you could care less about me but i love you and theres so many things i need to say to you
i never meant to hurt you in anyway im sorry to you im a liar and a slut im sorry i disgust you im sorry that im born im sorry when i try i cant go through with it and get out of yours and everyones life completely because i think things will get better.now i know they wont you dont need me anymore at all but i need you and all that ive done is hurting myself and not you cause you could care less about me but i love you and theres so many things i need to say to you