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i was served alot of chornic this weekend , which is why , when i got back to town , i realized how fucking miserable tampa is . when i'm sober now , it's worse than before , when i didn't smoke. i have no serotoin (sp?) at all .as we drove on bay to bay then exited to 75 to get on bird street ,i stared down the local scenary . or lack there of . sure , tampa has it's ritz-y spots . like old hyde park or avala , but most is just an emourus ghetto . from hillsbourgh to florida pacing all the way down amerina , the trash changes a tad , but it's all still there.for living in the south , this a big city . read once in the newspaper we have the 10th largest school district inthe nation .it may be a big city , but it's still country . i have alot of southern pride , i love my home ,i just needto get away. i won't leave forever , i'll come back one day (if i don't o.d. first) . i just want to experience more than this .what are nothern cities like ?possibly cleaner , maybe the ppl have a rep for being rude , at least i can be left alone .
p.s. SaM. call me dammit! i wanna hang out today
xoxox marinas
p.s. SaM. call me dammit! i wanna hang out today
xoxox marinas