WoO!
Okay... So its like whut? 12:51 in the AM... And i jus got off the phone wit my baby like 2- minutes ago. And ive been looking at like, everyones Journal. And theirs are sooo much better than mine. haha. But anyways. I was looking at Andrea's journal. And like... I feel so bad. Cause ive been through like the same exact stuff as her.I used to cut myself all the time.. But my scars are beautiful and i dont regret making them at all. It tought me that no matter whut, im beautiful. My tears may be silent, but my scars and smile never fades. I know Andrea doesnt like me and all this stuff. But i dunno.. I hope shit gets better for her. I havnt gone to school since last Wednesday. Cause ive been so sick. And like, im puking up blood and coughing it up and stuff.. I feel so sick. And Dillon JUST left today. He's been sleeping over and taking care of me since Friday when i first got sick. We're getting married soon.. I love him so much. Hes always there for me, and love him for it. And he might be moving in wit me. Again. haha. But yeh. I havnt written in this thing in a while cause i havnt been in school, and my computer was complete shit before. But i got it fixed, so now its all good. It runs alot faster, too. So now i can write in this on a daily basis. Like my old Diary. On TOD. But anyways.. Im not even gunna bother fixing anything on this that i messed up.. Or using HTML on it. Im so tired, and my nose hurts from me wiping it cause its running.. And its all dry, and hurts really bad when i touch it.. EVEN WHEN I DONT TOUCH IT!!! * frowns * It hurts. But yeh.. Andrea, im sorry about whut happened to your Nana, and all that stuff. I hope you feel better soon. <333 I love you Joseph Dillon Ramalhete. Always and forever. <3 - Sheila -