Appreciation for a horrible day
This album is fucking perfect. I've never praised a Cd in my personal journal before but when I got home after school I started playing this and it made me feel a hell of a alot better. Its very slow, lots of bass (usually its hard to hear bass in the songs I listen to),Johnny Rotten making really weird shierks as if he was mocking himself; it sounds weird but its good. Trust me.
School today was a waste of fucking time. I wish I stayed home. Everyone was getting on my nerves,everyone. I lost my favorite leather gloves and I wanted to cry. I'm not usually attached to clothing but I really, really liked those. I just imagined someone picking them up in the hallway and wearing them. Some asshole brought a tennis ball to school, threw it, and it almost hit me in m face. No one gave me an apology so I had to scream at them. Lunch was really depressing today because I only ate with one person today and I don't think they enjoy my company. Plus that "red hoodie guy" was there today but I think my dismal mood destroyed my crush I had on him. Here's the best part: I got to stand on the ride home from school. Everytime the bus driver hit the breaks my body would gravitate to the windshield, I was hoping to go right through it so the glass can blind my bus driver and everyone on the bus can go spiraling into a ditch. Stupid fat bitch on the bus was talking about me like I wasn't even there "She needs to go run to the bus like all the rest of us" I don't need to run to the fucking afternoon bus! Also apparently someone wants to fight me because I don't say Hi to them. Cmon people, make up your mind, do you not like me because I a) look at you the wrong way b) don't acknowledge you at all because I don't know you. I thought the latter was acceptable behavior, maybe I'm just socially retarded.
EDIT: My prom dress doesn't fit me right, I have to return it via UPS.