Oct 08, 2006 14:43
Okay not to sound like an emo whore, but I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me!! Its like lately I feel so mopey, so matter who Im with or what Im doing I feel like blah. I want to smoke a bowl, eat something and pass the fuck out. I want everyone to leavce me alone and blah. I dont even know why. Im a fucking social butterfly and usually Im happiest when Im around a big group of people I care about. But lately its like everything makes me feel...blah. I cant even explain it. Like, empty? BORED? and tired..and even mean or rude to people I care about. Thats NOT me at all.
I dont know. Im tired of feeling like this... its been almost a month.
Jesse and I are taking some time apart because we hang out every day, And as much as I love seeing my pumpkin everyday it just gets....idk. Like, we are too used to each other and eventually that will get no good..... THIS is not internet business so Im not getting into it.. Im just giving an example. Like.. anyone who knows me knows that if Im spending time apart from my little ScmooomKin, that there must be something wrong with me.
I dont know what the fuck is up with me lately.
I really fucking dont.
Mandy is in a FUNK.
"Everybody goes dancing and I feel like staying at home."
~"You're My Disco" by Fischerspooner.