Love
Well, it's been over a month since I last updated this journal, and I suppose now is as good of a time as any.
A lot has happened recently. A lot. You people might not view it as such, but to me, more things have happened in this past month than everything else in my life put together.
I'm in love.
That doesn't sound nearly as odd as it looks, really. It happened so fast, I can't even really pinpoint the moment I knew or the moment it actually happened... I'd fallen for him faster than I could realize I was treading new and unfounded territory, but by the time I realized it, I didn't even care. I rather like this uncontrollable emotion, I'm just afraid of when it starts to go downhill... what if we start fighting?
But I don't want to think about that.
One of the reasons I haven't had the time to update is, well... because he's been staying in my dormitory lately. I know what all of you are thinking, and I can bet my money's worth that the majority of you are right. This is going to come out so weird... I lost my virginity to him... and I plan to keep it that way. I don't want to sleep with anyone else. Ever.
I know I sound like a pitiful wibbling little schoolgirl, but this is different... this is real. He says it is, and I think it is, too... and something this great has to be real, right? This isn't puppy love, and this isn't two teenagers believing they're in love simply because their hormones are going mad... this is the real thing. I am in love.
On a less amazing, but still good note. Tomorrow's my birthday! I'm FINALLY going to be sixteen. It's pathetic how excited I am, but I don't really mind. And I really hope a certain someone doesn't forget... maybe he'll even do something for me?. I'm just not looking forward to the letter I'll get from father... I really hope it will have nothing to do with You Know Who. I'm not in the mood for something to evil and depressing, really.
Well, classes are starting soon, so I need to stop writing. I'm looking forward to all the would-be witty comments about my love life. Go ahead, people, make fun of me. It'll make for a decent laugh.
-Draco Malfoy
A lot has happened recently. A lot. You people might not view it as such, but to me, more things have happened in this past month than everything else in my life put together.
I'm in love.
That doesn't sound nearly as odd as it looks, really. It happened so fast, I can't even really pinpoint the moment I knew or the moment it actually happened... I'd fallen for him faster than I could realize I was treading new and unfounded territory, but by the time I realized it, I didn't even care. I rather like this uncontrollable emotion, I'm just afraid of when it starts to go downhill... what if we start fighting?
But I don't want to think about that.
One of the reasons I haven't had the time to update is, well... because he's been staying in my dormitory lately. I know what all of you are thinking, and I can bet my money's worth that the majority of you are right. This is going to come out so weird... I lost my virginity to him... and I plan to keep it that way. I don't want to sleep with anyone else. Ever.
I know I sound like a pitiful wibbling little schoolgirl, but this is different... this is real. He says it is, and I think it is, too... and something this great has to be real, right? This isn't puppy love, and this isn't two teenagers believing they're in love simply because their hormones are going mad... this is the real thing. I am in love.
On a less amazing, but still good note. Tomorrow's my birthday! I'm FINALLY going to be sixteen. It's pathetic how excited I am, but I don't really mind. And I really hope a certain someone doesn't forget... maybe he'll even do something for me?. I'm just not looking forward to the letter I'll get from father... I really hope it will have nothing to do with You Know Who. I'm not in the mood for something to evil and depressing, really.
Well, classes are starting soon, so I need to stop writing. I'm looking forward to all the would-be witty comments about my love life. Go ahead, people, make fun of me. It'll make for a decent laugh.
-Draco Malfoy