Oh my God...

Sep 04, 2004 21:52

The world is somehow so much more amazing after you've had the best afternoon ever.

I feel incredible right now. Disbelieving, but incredible. I feel... I can't even explain it. Wanted, I suppose. Beautiful. Like I'm... not just a porcelain doll, but a real person. I know I hardly make sense right now; I feel very light-headed.

So basically, and I don't know who's going to read this, but right now I don't care, I had my first 'date' with him (no names to protect the public, some people will know who I mean) today. Although it wasn't really a date, more like a 'sit around and talk' sort of thing. It's not like we went out for dinner, split the bill, kissed in the rain, then he walked me home and left before my daddy dearest could Avada Kedavra him. No, it wasn't like that.

Basically we just talked. A lot. And missed dinner. Damn, it wasn't until I wrote that that I realized I'm starving... But anyway, he kissed me! I had to kiss him first, but it wasn't a real kiss (it was like, less than a tenth of a second long), but after I did that he kissed me and it was incredible. Like, anyone else I've ever snogged rolled into one times one hundred thousand.

And then we held hands. I know that doesn't sound like it's a big deal but it is. I don't want to explain, just take my word for it.

I sound like a girl, don't I? A gibbering little school girl, not like me at all... But you know what? That's fine with me.

-Draco Malfoy
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