I can't wait until wednesday is over

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Here i am again, just sittin here waiting for my life to change. I just want everything to be done i am sick of school, sick of being home, and sick of being so god damned bored all the fucking time.... excuse my language. I feel really disgusting right now, i smell like a cigarette because of my stupid aunts roommate who i had to take to work this moring before coming to school. And then my lovely cousin tries to bribe me into going out and buying him a pack of cigarettes! right like i would do that! i realy would like to get o the good side of my aunt, so i am not going to illegally buy him cigaettes, and he is too young.Anyways, i am kinda happy because i get to finally sign up for my classes for next semester today. i just wish someone would just tell me what to do with my life, i seem to do better when have a set way of things. I know it is not like anyone reads this, but i just like blurting out my feelings. I M SO FRUSTRATED with adam, i dont know what to do anymore. i jusst think that i am gonna stop trying anymore and see what happens...... as Amanda once said FUCK ADAM FUCK JOHN AND FUCK ALL GUYS...... oh wait but not you Zach...

Oh and i am really fucking tired because i didnt sleep last night! fun fun huh?